This is a testimony of a "prodigal son" and the truth of
God's everlasting mercy. Having been born again but forsaking the
way of righteousness, God's hand was stretched out still.
In October, 1992, when my wife was staying with our granddaughter
in Edmond, OK, while our daughter and her husband were out of town,
I decided to visit a small worship fellowship which was meeting in
a hotel near our home. The woman, ministering with her husband at
the meeting (approximately 40-50 in attendance), singled me out at
or near the close of the service saying before the assembly that:
"I had been on the periphery of the kingdom and, although there
had been disappoinments, that God wanted me to know Him, not in self
judgement, but rather to come up higher and not look at anything in
the past."
This brought to my attention the scripture I had "claimed",
but since forgotten, soon after Jesus had baptised me in the Holy
Spirit, i.e."That I might know Him, and the power of His resurrection
... "(Philippians3:10 15). At the time of hearing her word, I
understood it to mean that God was still working in my life, which
gave me hope.
That was the beginning of the most memorable nine months (October,1994-July,1995)
of my life. I retraced my steps, studying again the teachings by Cecil
duCille (The Pattern), Watchman Nee (Sit, Walk & Stand; The Spiritual
Man) and by Merlin Caruthers (More Power to You). Remembering that
God had returned to Job double everything He had lost, I asked Jesus
to return double the joy of my salvation. What followed was a joy
that seemed to be at least five times as great as anything I had ever
known.
In Jesus final words to the Samaritan woman He met at the well, He
ended the idea of a "place of worship", ( a physical place
of God's inhabitance and meeting place) when He said "But the
hour cometh, and now is, when true worshippers shall worship the Father
in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship Him.
God is Spirit: and they that worship Him must worship in spirit and
in truth". (John 4:23-24).
As my wife's Granddad used to take a hot iron and permanently mark
the cattle of his herd, so are these things indelibly marked on our
souls so that we can say as the apostle Paul said, "for I bear
in my body the marks of the Lord Jesus" (Galations 6:17).
God bless in Christ.